A controlled and internally guided and supported release of sexual trauma from past life violations. Releasing the effects of forced oral sex from many lives.

I have been releasing the stored painful emotions from past sexual traumas from past lives for over a year now. Two months ago I began to feel a pain in my sternum which represents many of the blocks I applied to cope with what I experienced. I could feel that energy stuck there and every now and then, like when getting out of the cold ocean, some pressure would be released out of it and I would scream a blood curdling scream for a minute, or suddenly start gagging and coughing like mad, feeling I would throw up. Really horrible feeling.

Growing Awareness of Oral Sexual Trauma Originating in Past Lives

Over these weeks I also did a lot of dry coughing and at times I would also would get into an incredibly hyperactive state in a way that I thought was happiness, but Clive said it felt like this was a cover-up that part of me had used to hide the real pain. This hyperactive, agitated state was my original survival strategy; it was my way of distracting myself from pain and hurt, so as the hyperness reduced so my sensitivity to what lies beneath will get more acute.

So I had to repeatedly ask the WSW healing spirit teams to clear away the hyperness cover each time when I felt myself like this. In this being done, then I would be better able to get in touch with the real trauma behind the block in my chest.

And this is exactly what happened when I had a visit from a good friend. Someone I can be completely free with, but someone who like me is also very hyper, and so it makes me even more hyperactive. One morning, I felt the excitement inside of me so strong it was unbearable. Like being on a high dose of cocaine. Not exactly pleasant, but quite hard to stop because it’s actually addictive. I did manage to step into my own space enough to remember to ask the WSW teams to clear away this hyperness response. At the same time, I put my hands on the block I could feel in my sternum area, I focused on it as much as I could, and I pressed hard.

Immediately something within it broke through, and I started crying.

Past Life Healing Release Visions of Past Life Sexual Trauma Circumstances

I then had two long hours of crying, coughing, gagging, throwing-up, dragging myself from one end of my apartment to the other, and spewing mucus and all. At the same time, I had visions of sexual assaults, but unlike the other releases they were not very detailed. I knew it was all sexually-related but everything was happening in my throat and my mouth, not my vagina as the last release was, may be this was connected to having forced oral sex (which interestingly I hated to do for many years, but complied, of course).

When my friend who guessed what was going on – he had heard my other stories of my releases – came to check up on me, I perceived him as an attacker and shouted at him to move away. I was ready to attack him if he came closer. He heard the urgency in my voice and backed away. Later, he came close to me and left a glass of water by my side. It was done as a nice gesture, but I “knew better”. Part of me was remembering being given “innocent” things to drink, which turned out to be drugs which made me compliant and got me turned on sexually . . .

When drugged like this, I would become a very willing partner, ready to do sexual things that I otherwise would not do (this happened to me while married . . . my husband would rent Xrated videos because they “against my own will!” turned me on wildly, even though I highly disliked watching them as well as highly disliked what they made me change into. He also often asked me to smoke pot with him because then I would be more malleable. When under either of those spells, he could get me to go into spoken fantasies with him that would have totally turn me off had I not been under those ‘spells’.).

Vivid Awareness & Reactions to Recall of Past Life Memories of Sexual Trauma Circumstances

This is why when I saw the glass, I reacted very strongly; because I KNEW that the water was drugged . . . all the memories of being drugged in other lives/dimensions suddenly jumped at me. I lifted myself off the off the floor where I was laying and screamed at my friend again . . . I was ready to jump on him even more than the last time, and plain ready to kill him if he came closer or even stayed where he was. I was almost scared that I might actually do it if he didn’t back off. I was so determined to not be drugged and used sexually again. He heard me and left the room immediately. I looked quickly at the glass. I could feel rage inside me (because I have cleared sexual stuff already and now I can “fight back” more easily than before). And right then and there, my immediate decision was to absolutely reject the drink that this master had brought to me, and to promise myself I would not drink that one or any other one – EVER AGAIN. And then I went back to continuing my release work.

Again, while this was happening I was in two dimensions at once, being both the observer and the actor. It always helps me to look at myself in a mirror, because I see my terror and my tears. It both gives me compassion for what I am feeling, so I am supporting that part of me who is releasing, and at the same time, it tends to increase the intensity of the release. I want to be free of these past traumas, and I don’t want to lose this opportunity; the more I can open to release now the less there will be to do in the future and the more I will be free from their debilitating effects.

Perfect Spirit Guide Past Life Sexual Trauma Release Timing

As always, the timing for this release was perfect. It even seems that the WSW team knows when I can afford to take a few hours away from work to go through this!

There is still more in my sternum to be released; it has been ‘draining’ energy-wise. So, it is not over yet, although I am not sure what there is left in there to release?

Overall I have pretty much stopped coughing, and the hyperactive state has also almost gone.

WholeSoul/Self/SpiritWork relevant observations? Earlier in the work with Maya we detected an energy/energetic subtle/spirit drug device/implant within her original soul form that would activate during sexual encounters and make her unable to resist acts that she would not willingly choose for her self. We removed this and so the effects of this device on her human form and her sexual encounters here would not happen again. BUT, this does not get rid of the trauma of being made to perform acts against your nature. This is what she was releasing here; the emotional anguish, rage and so on that built up due to this being done to her.

Keywords: a sexual trauma release, releasing trauma, sexual trauma from another existence, sexual compliance, sexual submission