Continuous sabotages, distractions and blocks as I am trying to realise a life long ambition to help others as a life coach and by making transformational jewellery. How I would be distracted, have no attention and be blocked from studying.
Resolving and healing the cause of recurring extreme and sudden nausea, that almost had me feeling like vomiting and that seemed to have no cause but debilitated me for hours or a whole day.
Dealing with extreme and compulsive desires and cravings for a variety of things; money, jobs, men, cars, clothes, spending, shopping and so on and how these debilitated and ruled my life
How I suddenly got a vast improvement in my peripheral vision while trying to resolve and heal some attention, concentration, memory and focusing challenges
How often do you experience having some sort of accident, cutting yourself with a knife, missing with the hammer or even worse? Just bad luck? Or something else?
Resolving compulsions to look at degrading pornographic material. From not enjoying pornography in the first place to becoming lost to it.
Have you ever experienced a time when people just dont see you. That no matter what you do you are ignored, seemingly invisible your presence is not acknowledged. What do you do about that?
Some people it seems are just naturally over sexed or compulsively sexually attracted to others? They are attracted to others just about all the time and they just have to accept that this is a normal part of who they are? But is it?
Concerted and debilitating distractions trying to sabotage and stop me exploring and reclaiming myself and resolve my life issues
Confronting deep shame, remorse and embarrassment that I lived with for most of my life. What it took to find the cause and REALLY resolve this and how something that was the biggest pain of my life was cleared in one session.
How living in Spiritual Bliss and Divine Ecstasy and having everything going for myself wasnt quite enough and how exploring beyond what I had led to the VERY shocking understanding that my acknowledged spiritual life and state was being achieved by artificial means; by some subtle energy technology. That I was not in fact living something real or authentic.
Releasing buried emotional pain caused by long term stressful sexual relationships and suppression from this and past lives. Opening to and resolving the layers of responses used to survive childhood repression and how dealing with these layers brought to a halt 35 years of obsessive and compulsive nail and lip biting.