Continuous sabotages, distractions and blocks as I am trying to realise a life long ambition to help others as a life coach and by making transformational jewellery. How I would be distracted, have no attention and be blocked from studying.
Locked Beliefs, Ideas, Models
Many beliefs (ideas, understandings, realisations, paradigms, models of life, philosophies) are ‘locked’. Forcing people to approach and dealing with what life presents them with in very particular and sometimes limiting ways. These ‘locks’ are then sometimes the main factor that keep our lives contained or stuck and limiting our options and creativity. These examples show that sometimes your beliefs, ideas, models and so on are actually ‘locked’ with you programmed or bound to them thus preventing you from thinking or understanding outside of certain boundaries.
How living in Spiritual Bliss and Divine Ecstasy and having everything going for myself wasnt quite enough and how exploring beyond what I had led to the VERY shocking understanding that my acknowledged spiritual life and state was being achieved by artificial means; by some subtle energy technology. That I was not in fact living something real or authentic.
Having your emotions manipulated to keep you in extreme negative feeling and thinking states; fear, insecurity, anxiety, depression, preoccupations, worry as a means to debilitate and stop you functioning in life.