http://www.healingexamples.com/compulsions-obsessions/compulsion-to-look-at-violent-and-degrading-pornography/ More than an ART . . . Sat, 17 Dec 2011 10:19:31 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v= http://www.healingexamples.com/compulsions-obsessions/compulsion-to-look-at-violent-and-degrading-pornography/comment-page-1/#comment-5 anonymous Tue, 27 May 2008 07:36:12 +0000 http://www.wholesoulwork.com/wordpress1/?p=30#comment-5 My partner kept urging me to look at this porn stuff, wasn't really sure of his motive, i think it turned him on & he thought it would do the same for me, else he thought it would shock me, or i would think it funny. At first i was repulsed & horrified & absolutely heart broken when shown the animals involved - how dare humans use & abuse animals in this abhorrent way. Any way was sort of forced to continue looking & looking & looking until i was able to understand what was going on enough to be at peace with it all & understand each players part in each act. To look at it openly without my own trauma etched onto it. Anyway my partner & i are splitting up & he is moving on so maybe he can continue to enjoy & pleasure himself with these things while i move on to more me - enjoyable sex stuff ! My partner kept urging me to look at this porn stuff, wasn’t really sure of his motive, i think it turned him on & he thought it would do the same for me, else he thought it would shock me, or i would think it funny. At first i was repulsed & horrified & absolutely heart broken when shown the animals involved – how dare humans use & abuse animals in this abhorrent way. Any way was sort of forced to continue looking & looking & looking until i was able to understand what was going on enough to be at peace with it all & understand each players part in each act. To look at it openly without my own trauma etched onto it. Anyway my partner & i are splitting up & he is moving on so maybe he can continue to enjoy & pleasure himself with these things while i move on to more me – enjoyable sex stuff !

]]> http://www.healingexamples.com/compulsions-obsessions/compulsion-to-look-at-violent-and-degrading-pornography/comment-page-1/#comment-4 Michael Sun, 14 May 2006 14:20:07 +0000 http://www.wholesoulwork.com/wordpress1/?p=30#comment-4 I had the same thing happen with me even though I'd never had any interest in bestiality. One day it showed up in my e-mail, I found it repulsive, yet I couldn't take my attention away from it. I just kept asking to have it removed. It finally was. What was so strange was not having any interest in it, being repulsed by it and yet feeling a facination with it almost like I was hypnotised as prey by a snake or something similar. I had the same thing happen with me even though I’d never had any interest in bestiality. One day it showed up in my e-mail, I found it repulsive, yet I couldn’t take my attention away from it. I just kept asking to have it removed. It finally was. What was so strange was not having any interest in it, being repulsed by it and yet feeling a facination with it almost like I was hypnotised as prey by a snake or something similar.

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