Hating and panic over buying presents for others
My entire life, I have hated and been panicked about buying presents for others, whether it was a little thank you gift or a birthday present for my children or worst of worst, Christmas presents (because there were so many to buy PLUS so much to organise in [...]

How living in Spiritual Bliss and Divine Ecstasy and having everything going for myself wasnt quite enough and how exploring beyond what I had led to the VERY shocking understanding that my acknowledged spiritual life and state was being achieved by artificial means; by some subtle energy technology. That I was not in fact living something real or authentic.

How I released all the anger, rage and frustration from this and other past life sexual violations and suppression

A controlled and internally guided and supported release of sexual trauma from a past life rape. Changing your responses to a past life trauma to reclaim your confidence, self expression and personal power and releasing suppressed sexual energies.

Encountering the origins of sexual trauma and being internally guided to release the emotions from these in many past lives simultaneously. Using these internal encounters to reprogram now debilitating behavioural responses that arose to cope with and survive the original horrendous situations to gain confidence, self expression, self respect and a standing as an equal.
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Being guided through situations to reclaim sexual self confidence and personal empowerment against disrespectful sexual advances and sexual predator type men. Saying no to sex and no to being treated disrespectfully.

The higher self as a debilitating add on; limiting choice and personal freedom; being unable to say no to be forced to serve others, never get angry or upset or to stand for yourself

Releasing buried emotional pain caused by long term stressful sexual relationships and suppression from this and past lives. Opening to and resolving the layers of responses used to survive childhood repression and how dealing with these layers brought to a halt 35 years of obsessive and compulsive nail and lip biting.

Continuous sabotages, distractions and blocks as I am trying to realise a life long ambition to help others as a life coach and by making transformational jewellery. How I would be distracted, have no attention and be blocked from studying.

Releasing the effects of forced past life oral sex from suppressive sexual relationships and being drugged to make sexually compliant, passive and accepting